MY FUCKING CAR GOT STOLEN: THE FINALE

My Jeep has been recovered! I don’t know who took the car. It was found at 14th and Ireland in Nashville. It was taken to the Metro Police impound. No damage just dirty. Seats leaned all the way back with a big nasty dip spit cup in it. But the Jeep was found! I don’t know how it was found. I assume it was abandoned. There was no gas in the car. The original key was taken. So we had to pay for a new key with a chip and pay the towing. But we have the car! I drove it tonight. It was fine. My cell phone, the original key, the job 2 sign and job 2 bag were taken. For some reason the criminals left my wallet and all my cards and ID.

Thank you Metro Police. It started off rough. But I really appreciate all of the effort and support given to my situation. The nice Officer from part 3 is Officer Samassi. I doubt he reads this but thank you so much sir. That’s all the info I have for the Jeep. I have it and all is well.

Now for the incoherent rambling..

So I have two jobs and no fucking money. It doesn’t make sense. GF had to pay for the towing and the key. Roughly $300. It was her day off and she dealt with all this. Her and baby were dealing with this all day in 90 something degree heat. It was stressful on her. She took care of all of this and I really appreciate it.

I’m 30 years old. Two not great paying jobs. I have roughly 20k in stupid debt. Not student loans or anything. Just jack off debt. I haven’t even spent dumb money lately but I still don’t have any money. However, up until the last couple months, I’ve spent more money on drugs, alcohol, taco bell, and nonsense than I can even fathom. I still spend too much at Taco Bell, as my belly would show. If I had to guess I’ve probably spent $40,000 just on cocaine alone in the last decade. I don’t even make $40,000 a year. Point being I’m not good with money.

I’ve had countless breaks in my life. Even though I’ve found myself in some sticky situations, in most of them I’ve got off lucky. Usually, I just take advantage of it and go right back to fucking up. I may do that again this time. My track record says I will. But for me this time feels different. Maybe because I’m not high. GF has been pissed about the money situation all day. I’m looking at this differently though. Granted, I didn’t spend my off day and $300 on her car today. My attitude toward this is…

WE CAUGHT A FUCKING BREAK!

Take advantage of this break! Wake up Wes! I feel so good and positive like I want to make a change and get out of debt. I want to provide more for my family. Like I really feel good about this. My car was stolen in one part of Nashville, taken to another part of Nashville, and found in a totally different part of Nashville. In good condition! It’s gotta be a wake up call. It has to be a sign. GF is pissed. Rightfully. I’m gonna lose her if I don’t get it together. Take advantage of this lucky break and do something. Get your shit together and be a 30 year old man/BF/father and make this right.

Everyone knows I love my daughter. But I don’t really provide for her. GF handles 95% of everything. Food, diapers, doctors, all of it. I don’t contribute shit. It’s time to fix that. If I can just make her life a little easier, it will mean the world to her and me. So the plan is for my checks to go to her. I just have my tips for day to day expenses. Eventually, I want to get involved in my finances and be responsible. But right now, I need to stay away from my paychecks and just let her handle my money to get us out of the hole. It’s not to dump more shit on her and not accept responsibility. It’s really just to break me of digging that hole til I’m mature enough to be responsible.

I’ve worked a double today and had to get the Jeep between jobs so I’m tired. And this is rambling I know. But I’m going to try my best to take this break and use it as a sign. A sign to do more with my life and make better decisions. It’s something I’ve somewhat been doing, see: not getting high, but now it’s time to go full gear and do my part. If I do, you’ll read all about it. And if I don’t, well it’ll be here too.

EDIT: Thank you to the locksmith that made the new key and gave GF a discount. Forgot to thank you.